TRANSFIGURATION

TRANSFIGURATION

“After six days Jesus took with Him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There He was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and His clothes became as white as the light. Just then there appeared before them Moses and Elijah, talking with Jesus. Peter said to Jesus, ‘Lord, it is good for us to be here. If you wish, I will put up three shelters—one for You, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.’ While he was still speaking, a bright cloud enveloped them, and a voice from the cloud said, “This is My Son, whom I love; with Him I am well pleased. Listen to Him!” When the disciples heard this, they fell face down to the ground, terrified. But Jesus came and touched them. He said, “Get up. Don’t be afraid.” When they looked up they saw no one except Jesus. (Gospel of Matthew 17:1-8)

This spectacular story is known as the “Transfiguration of Christ”. It appears in all three of the “synoptic gospels” (Matthew, Mark, and Luke).* The church calendar has set aside August 6 as the “Feast of the Transfiguration”, though most Christians have never heard of it, and those who have may prefer to ignore it. Yet I suggest that the story of the “Transfiguration of Christ” is no less important than the stories of Jesus’ birth, death, and resurrection. The story of transfiguration — like the other narratives — are not just stories about Jesus, they are stories about us. The “Transfiguration of Christ” points to our transfiguration — the transfiguration of human beings, one by one, and of human society.

Early followers of Jesus were called “people of The Way”, meaning the way of Jesus Christ. Long before the time of Jesus, Buddhists used the same language — “The Way” — to refer to followers of Buddha. The Way of Jesus Christ and The Way of Buddha share deep wisdom — the wisdom of transfiguration. Transfiguration is The Way. Transfiguration is human journey. The only question is how deeply we embrace it.

What does “transfiguration” mean anyway? It sounds like a fancy version of “transformation”. Indeed both words refer to one form changing into another: day becomes night, winter becomes spring, the chrysalis becomes a butterfly, and so on. What distinguishes “transfiguration” is that the new form reveals something that was hidden in the original. The new form is a larger, more all encompassing form through which the original is still recognizable but seen in a new way.

In the story of the “Transfiguration of Christ”, this inner identity is no less than the divinity of Jesus. As divinity shines through, the physical form of Jesus appears larger, brighter, and more dazzling than his usual appearance. The story tells us that Jesus has God’s unequivocal love and support. The appearance of Moses and Elijah, two ancient figures long since dead by the time of Jesus, challenges our usual sense of time — the distinction between past and present blurs; time is simply here, now.

In saying that transfiguration is our story — the human story — I suggest that the purpose of our human journey is coming to know and allowing divinity to shine through our very bodies. This may seem heretical to Christian teaching that draws a sharp distinction between the divinity of Christ and human beings. But the consequence of maintaining this sharp duality beneath layer of theological gymnastics is to discourage human growth, while demanding the authority of the Church. Followers of the faith remain sheep to be herded — sheep who don’t think too much, question too much, and above all who don’t question the authority of the Church. Needless to say this institutional authority is crumbling under its own weight. As it does, we are left with the naked truth of transfiguration.

In the scriptural story, the transfiguration occurs as Jesus is praying. What is the link between prayer and transfiguration? The prayer life of Jesus, as it unfolds in the scripture stories, brings forth all his experience — his hopes, dreams, fears, and delusions. His prayer is not a set of words that are repeated mindlessly, or a means to getting what He wants, or telling God the Father what He should do. We learn to pray from following the lead of Jesus. When we pray with all that we are, prayer includes the full force of our pride, greed, anger, lust, and jealousy and well as our caring, compassion, and generosity.

Prayer takes us on in inward journey that reveals what Thomas Merton calls the “True Self” — the authentic part of our being which is beyond our usual personality or ego. This is the larger reality of who we are, the “selfless self”, the one who is no longer an isolated, independent creature limited to time and space but the one who knowingly exists as part of giant web of creation, what Thich Nhat Hanh calls “interbeing”. This “True Self” is referred to in mystical language as the “Indwelling Presence”, the inner divinity within the human being. It is what the Buddhists call “Buddha nature”. This is the journey of transfiguration.

Prayer does not create transfiguration, but serves as the vehicle through which transfiguration unfolds. The journey of transfiguration is coming to know, to inhabit or embody this “larger self”, the “True Self”, or “Buddha nature”. Transfiguration brings forward the inner reality of compassion and wisdom; a consciousness that reaches out toward others, as it reaches within, dissolving the separation between self and other in the awareness that at the deepest level the human heart is one, regardless of race, culture, gender identification, or religion. We belong in and through this vastness, this “interbeing” that includes plants, animals, and all other living creatures. Prayer connects us — or raises our awareness of this connection — with the all embracing space of divinity, the “original goodness” of who we are; and teaches us to anchor in that deep connection with all Life. No wonder Christian teaching avoids the Transfiguration story!
Yet the essential divinity of human life is the great secret of the mystics and the Christian mystical tradition.

Human beings share the desire for happiness, and the relief of suffering. Each of us is born, each will die, and in between we breathe, taste, touch, smell, and hold as much reality as we can. But why is the journey so difficult? Why does Jesus warn that the journey demands we walk through a “narrow gate”? How is it that as St. Paul observed, we do the very thing we do not want to do. (Romans 15:8) We suffer and cause suffering in others. The ego dies hard. How are we to grapple with these human tendencies?

Throughout its history, Christianity has associated darkness with negativity: darkness is “evil”, “ignorant”, the “wrong way”, the “road not to take”; after all, as every Christian knows, “Jesus is the Light of the world”. Barbara Brown Taylor calls emphasis on light over dark “solar Christianity”. ** She points out that the (perhaps unintended) consequence of “solar Christianity” is that it instills a fear of the dark that leaves Christians in a perpetual state of fear of the unknown. Satan has no choice but to live in the dark, leaving the “light” to God. Taylor suggests that we need to re-orient and learn to appreciate the dark, to hear the wisdom of dark; and when we do, we discover not Satan but God.

Phantom of the Opera is one of the longest running shows on Broadway. And darkness is front and center. Erik, The Phantom, hides in the night to keep hidden his horribly scarred face. He becomes obsessed with the beautiful Christine, who loves another man. Erik invites Christine into his world with the popular theme song “Music of the Night”. The story climaxes when in frustration Erik strips away his mask, uncovering his scarred face. Christine, seeing Erik’s brokenness, kisses him tenderly, the first kiss he’s ever known, and in this single act of love Erik’s heart opens. His obsessive desire lifts and he sets Christine free to live her life.

Erik is transfigured, not because the scars on his face are removed but because he is freed from what binds him within, and the deeper love buried beneath his scarred face shines through.This fictional story resonates so strongly because it contains the deep truth of transfiguration. Each of us is scarred, desperately wanting love. Each of us is journeying toward realization of that love, discovering that Love is the very fabric of our existence. When we encounter the Love we seek, we are changed, we are transfigured. None of us is left behind.

What happens when we peer into the darkness? On March 29, 2003, as the “war on terror” surged in Iraq and Afghanistan, a picture appeared on the front page of The New York Times. *** The image captures an American soldier in Iraq, slumped on the ground, weeping as he holds a tiny child, an innocent victim who was killed in the crossfire. For a soldier to kill, he or she cannot afford to feel. In the picture the innocence of this child breaks through the inner walls that military training created, and the deeper reality of the soldier’s compassion is revealed. The soldier is transfigured — the greater truth of who he is shines through. He is a man, trained as a soldier to kill, yet cannot bear the consequences of his actions. As he holds the dead child, he sees the devastating consequences of war and is wracked with inconsolable grief. Darkness and light meet. The process is transfiguration.

Transfiguration is a process that includes what the Benedictines call “continuous conversion”, which means that in the spiritual journey we are converted, not once but again and again, toward God. In our returning, we become aware of who we truly are and the many ways that we turn toward and away from ourselves and God. Transfiguration is a process, not an event; a process that moves sometimes quickly, more often slowly. This is true for individuals. It is true for political, economic, cultural institutions as well.

Desmond Tutu speaks of the global “Principle of Transfiguration”, in which the dignity of all human beings is restored. This means insuring that all people are guaranteed the right to vote, access to education, clean air, running water, housing, and gainful employment. In the largest sense, transfiguration is the triumph of love over hatred; love that begins “by understanding that as much as God loves you, God equally loves your enemies.“ (from: Opening Address at The Gathering: South Africa; “Transfiguration” by Claude Nikondeha, Burundi. See: http://www.amahoro-africa.org/files/transfiguration—claude-nikondeha.pdf )

Transfiguration is a process that also applies to religious institutions. I submit that Christianity is experiencing institutional transfiguration as radical changes in structure continue to bring forth ancient deep wisdom. Pope Francis magnetizes tremendous energy in his simple acts of grace and humility: kissing a disfigured man, reaching out to the poor, messages of openness, forgiveness, and a willingness to confront darker sides of the Catholic Church. He embodies the teaching of Jesus, found directly in the story of the Transfiguration, that each one of us is claimed as God’s child.

Christianity is in the midst of cataclysmic change. Many parishes have closed or merged with others, leaving many clergy unemployed. Some clergy have turned away from their vows of ordination, no longer willing to support an institution they believe has lost its center. Some suggest that the church is dead. At the same time new churches and church structures are being formed. Church leaders are experimenting with new forms of worship — street worship, Internet worship, worship on Skype. An explosion of information and teachings offer people unlimited opportunities to explore various religious and spiritual paths and practices.

The purpose of religion — all religion — is to teach and support its followers in the journey of individual and global transfiguration. Christianity has often failed miserably. So, too, are plenty of examples of failures within other religions. But Christianity, like other religious traditions, began not as a religion but an experience — an experience of wisdom and compassion through which the early followers were transfigured. Jesus did not set out to create a religion. Neither did Buddha. For all the changes occurring within Christianity, and the world religions more broadly, I suggest that a deeper sense of unity is emerging. This is the unity of transfiguration.

How many times must I forgive, the student asks Jesus. “As many as seven times seventy,” he replies. Can we forgive religion? Can we appreciate that buried within her depths are the greatest teachings of wisdom and compassion, the keys of transfiguration? Can we embody the truth spoken in the words of Psalm 139:

“Darkness is not dark to you, O Lord;
darkness and light to you are both alike.”

QUESTIONS FOR REFLECTION:

What does transfiguration mean to you? Have you witnessed transfiguration in yourself? In another? Do you believe it is possible? If not, why not? If so, what hinders the transfiguration process in you? what support and encourages transfiguration in people? In communities? In institutions?

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* Biblical scholars treat stories and events that appear in all three of the synoptic gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke) as essential aspects of the historical record of Jesus Christ. The thread of these stories and events are the foundation upon which much theological interpretation is based. For more on this: Dennis Bratcher’s article, “The Gospels and the Synoptic Problem”: http://www.cresourcei.org/synoptic.html; and Biblical Training.org http://www.biblicaltraining.org/library/synoptic-gospels. For more in depth analysis: Studying the Synoptic Gospels: Origin and Interpretation by Robert H. Stein

** Barbara Brown Taylor, Learning To Walk in the Dark; US: HarperOne, 2014; UK: Canterbury Press

*** The photo can be found: http://www.buzzfeed.com/mbvd/37-remarkable-photos-from-the-iraq-war-and-the-stories-behin

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MATTERING

“May there be kindness in your gaze when you look within….  May your compassion reach out to the ones we never hear from.”

John O’Donohue, To Bless the Space Between Us, p. 44-5

Pulsating at the core of every human being is the longing for love — to love and be loved. To perceive this core, and to strive to relieve the suffering that hinders love, is the purpose of human life. The purpose of religion is to draw forth this essential core, to shape, mold, and channel human energy in the service of Love. When this happens the dignity of humankind is revealed.

It is a lofty goal that Christianity has often failed to live up to, as a growing number of books, blogs, and movies unveil. These failures leave deep pain embedded in the institutional psyche of Christianity. It is pain that drains the energy and life out of faith and quietly grows like a cancer. Often today’s churchgoers are haunted by thoughts like: “Why am I sitting here? The service no longer has any meaning…” or “The priest says that I’m welcome but it’s not true…” or “So much talk about death, but there’s no room to mourn, not really.” Many conclude: “I believe in God, but I can’t go to church anymore.” They walk away silently, leaving hundreds of once-filled parishes empty.

This is the pain of separation — from God, from ourselves and one another. Ironically, Christianity has fostered this sense of separation in portraying a God who remains in a distant place, separate from His creation; and a view of human beings as being inherently flawed, forgivable only through an act of grace. Life is viewed as a journey of struggle which ends in physical death — at which point the human being is released into heaven, another dimension separate from “this world”, where suffering is absent. While theologians would argue that this characterization of Christianity is not theologically sound, such theological arguments ignore that this is the experience of many sitting in the pews.

This sense of separation has deep roots in Christian theology and doctrine. The birth of Pentecostal Church (known as the “Black Church”) in the 19th century was one attempt to bridge the gap between self and the “otherness” of God and neighbor. For the first time since the Enlightenment, Pentecostal services encouraged Christian expression of faith that included the depth of human joy as well as the pain of grief, rage and fear. Human emotion was poured out in “gospel hymns”, like “Sometimes I Feel Like a Motherless Child”, bringing into modern consciousness the energy of the Psalms.

Pentecostalism brought tremendous life and energy into Christian worship by opening the door of human passion and emotion, and sharing those depths with God. This was a major turning point in the evolution Christianity and has inspired many other styles of worship, including “Charismatic” and other forms that integrate upbeat music and encourage emotional expression.

But while Pentecostalism and the movements that continue to evolve from it bring forward human passion, the sense of God as distant and separate from human beings remains firmly in place. This sense of separation ripples through most forms of Roman Catholic, Protestant, and non-denominational worship services. Cloaked in the language of Original Sin, there is a deep belief in the “essential badness” of the human being — that you and I are, by nature, not good enough. This is a perspective that traps Christians in a shame-based view of themselves, others, and the nature of humanity. It leads to a life rooted in fear and desperation, and keeps God and others distant and unreachable. The cycle leaves many Christians feeling alone and ashamed.

Christian teaching is marked by a “we/they” perspective. The “other” may be practitioners of other religions, or other denominations within Christianity, including “non-denominational” groups. The “other” may be based on sexual identity, gender, geography, musical or liturgical preference, or a variety of ways to name “other-ness”. Christians are so accustomed to living in this “we/they” perspective that it is hard to imagine another. If we dare to scratch the surface of the “we/they” perspective, we find many who crave intimacy with themselves and others, and with God, and who struggle to find that intimacy in the Church.

Christians have lost touch with the simple truth that human beings matter. We matter because each person, Christian or not, is a magnificent creation of God. We matter because we are made of the divine perfection that ripples through all space and time, known and unknown, in mysteries revealed and unrevealed. God is “in charge”, not as a punishing tyrant but as the spiritual reality who weaves creation out of love. We are living breathing molecules of this creation, not separate from it, not separate from one another. We forget how much we matter. Maybe we never knew. Or maybe we feel so lost in shame that we doubt our very right to matter.

If religion can make a positive difference, and I believe it can, it must show us how to live the reality of mattering. Religion can only make a positive difference if it demonstrates how to integrate the mystical, theological, and the practical into daily human life. Christians have a long history of reaching out to those in need, establishing schools, hospitals, orphanages, and helping those who are hungry and homeless. This is wonderful work. But Christianity has lost touch with a healthy sense of self and is unable to appreciate that “you” and “I” are two sides of an essential unity.

Christianity, for all its flaws, holds essential truths. The story is not over. Jesus continually points to the Greater Reality, called “kingdom”. “Kingdom reality” requires that we shift our perspective. This is the reality of interconnection, in which all aspects of Life belong to an unbroken web. We shift from “I” to “we”. Jesus encourages his disciples to trust, let go of fear and worry, to love neighbor as self. Spirit is not the possession of the Church but the fabric of existence. When we open to the experience of this Greater Reality, we touch Life in a new way, pulsating in every moment. We awaken to the essential goodness of human beings and of Life itself. 

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Journey with Augustine, Part 1

Greetings fellow travelers! Here is the first of a three part reflection on my journey with St. Augustine and his best known work, The Confessions. May my journey help you claim yours. Feel free to post your reactions.

JOURNEY WITH AUGUSTINE (PART 1)

Dad loved life, martinis, ideas, and books.  One of his favorite writers was St. Augustine, whose writings held a prominent place on our massive bookshelves.  Dad often quoted Augustine’s heartfelt prayer, “Lord, give me chastity and continence, but not just yet.” (Book VIII. vii. (17))

The quote is from Augustine’s spiritual autobiography and best-known work, The Confessions.  In that book, Augustine plunges into his inner being in a desperate search for honesty with himself and with God.  He reviews his life and reveals an explosive turmoil of passion, anxiety, restlessness, faith, and doubt, all held together by an unquenchable thirst for God.  I was afraid of that book, afraid that I wouldn’t understand it, or maybe that I would.  I was afraid it might force me to admit the force of my own inner turmoil.  Mostly, I was afraid of disappointing Dad.

It came as a big surprise that not everyone held Augustine in such high esteem.  In four years at seminary, I discovered that Augustine is the guy everyone loves to hate, whether or not they read any of his books!  Few seminary students had the interest or patience to deal with Augustine — his dark, brooding obsessiveness can be frustrating, repetitive, and downright boring.  Who cares about his doubts, anxieties, and endless questioning of himself, God, and the Universe? It’s easier to ignore him, or hate him.  Most people do.

There are exceptions. I remember one professor who drew our attention to Augustine’s power to name the peculiar inner conflicts that if we’re honest we all suffer: “In adversities I desire prosperity, in prosperous times I fear adversities. Between these two is there a middle ground where human life is not a trial?” (Book  X. xxviii. (9))  I get it! No matter how much success, fame, or whatever else I reach for, it’s never enough —  there’s always something more, some new desire to propel me into a frantic search for happiness.

It took years before I trusted myself enough to read The Confessions, but Dad’s love for Augustine was infectious, and eventually I dared to walk through the pages of that hallowed book.  When I did, I found a “companion on the inner way” (to borrow a Morton Kelsey title).

Augustine is on fire with love for God and God’s creation.  He aches to understand God, to know and surrender to God, while at the same time groping with the inner forces that keep him from God. As he reviews his life, Augustine rides waves of joy and sorrow, exaltation and despair.  What makes Augustine’s journey so compelling is that he directly confronts the powerful oppositional forces that exist within him: doubt existing alongside deep faith; fear and trust; arrogance and humility.  He discovers again and again what St. Paul observed centuries before: “I do the very thing I do not want to do.   (Romans 7:15)

In his groping, Augustine’s exploration of himself invites me to see what I do not want to face in myself: my doubts and anxieties, resistance and rage; my passion, unfulfilled longing, and endless questioning of myself, God, and the Universe.  Above all, Augustine helps me face my fears — a thousand different forms of fear that at the end of my life I will face God without having fully faced myself.

Augustine deals head-on with the paradox of human embodiment that has plagued Christianity from the start: if all that God created is good, if human beings are supremely good, why are there forces within us that propel human beings to act in ways that are destructive, uncontrollable and, seemingly, contrary to God’s intentions for humanity? How can that be? What are we to do with ourselves?

Augustine’s response was what came to be known as the doctrine of original sin.  Though the concept of original sin had appeared earlier, Augustine was the first to write extensively about it. Original sin was Augustine’s way of naming this aspect of humanity, reflected in the story of Adam and Eve, that leads human beings to turn away from God; to think and act in ways that are harmful to self and others and lead to suffering. But his point — the point of the doctrine of original sin — is to name human frailty, not to condemn humanity, nor contradict the message of Genesis that says what God created is good, very good indeed. (Genesis 1.31)

Augustine’s brutal honesty reflects a faith that trusts God absolutely; a faith in the perfection of God’s creation, including his creation of me. This is faith that who I am — including every drop of my restless, searching, grasping mind, and all OF my anxieties, resentments, and mistakes — is God’s raw material.  This is faith that God loves me, not when I get cleaned up and perfected, but just as I am, right here, right now. This is faith that says: Breathe, you are alive.  You are a perfect creation not in spite of your humanity, but because of it.

 

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The Light Within

“Let us explore together the secret of a deeper devotion, a more subterranean sanctuary of the soul, where the Light Within never fades, but burns, a perpetual Flame, where the wells of living water of divine revelation rise up continuously, day by day and hour by hour, steady and transfiguring.” (Thomas Kelly, Quaker theologian; from his book “The Light Within”, page 31)

Do these words resonate? Post a comment.

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“Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls…” (Matthew 11:28-29)

Have you ever been soul weary? spiritually bankrupt, unable to claim the promises of God no matter how strong your belief? Have you ever lost your belief in God altogether? What does it mean to “learn from” Jesus?

The renewal that Jesus promises comes from a shift of perspective.  This shift moves from individual to collective consciousness, from “you and me” to “we and us”, from “God out there” to “God in, around, and through here”, from “body, mind, spirit” to “incarnation”, from “two” to “one”.

We move from duality to unity, and in this unitive vision, we drink in the message of Jesus. This message is not limited to the historical figure but expands into the Cosmic Christ. We become part of the message, not merely hearers forever chasing the unattainable king. We are larger, stronger than we imagine, more vulnerable than we admit, more capable of compassion than we dare to believe. 

Rest, dear friends, in the Cosmic Christ, and watch your life change from the inside out.

 

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Woven with golden thread…

We are made in the image of God.  My body and yours are sacred creations.  I forget that alot.  But I can remember, again and again, as if for the first time.  When I remember, I claim the privilege of being human.

J. Philip Newell (Echo of the Soul: The Sacredness of the Human Body) offers a lovely image of our bodies like royal garments woven with gold. “If the golden thread were to be ripped out of the clothing the whole garment would unravel. So it is with the image of God woven into the mystery of our being. If somehow it were to be extracted we would cease to exist.”

Do you believe that your body is sacred?  Can you “act as if” this were true,  just for today?  What difference does this one belief make?

Let me know what you think.

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Stay With Us…

From the Book of Common Prayer, Service of Evening Prayer:

“Lord Jesus, stay with us, for evening is at hand and the day is past; be our companion in the way, kindle our hearts, and awaken hope….”

Do you want God (however you know God) to stay with you?  Do you trust God enough to stay?  Why or why not?

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O Lord, you have searched me…

Psalm 139: 1-3

O LORD, you have searched me and known me!
You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from afar.
You search out my path and my lying down
and are acquainted with all my ways.

I love these words. They teach me that I am not alone. They show me that I am seen, that I am loved just as I am. They heal my desire to be someone else, somewhere else. Now what?

Do you know that you are not alone? Do you long to be seen, known, loved just as you are? What if you are? What holds you back from embracing the fullness of life?

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When I consider your heavens…

Psalm 8: 3-5

When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers, 

the moon and the stars, 

which you have set in place,
what is mankind that you are mindful of them,
human beings that you care for them?

I am in awe of Mother Earth — Divine Presence overflowing from Her highest heavens to deepest seas.  And here we are, human beings – perfect in our creation, with power to choose how we shall live.

How will we use our creation today? How will we treat ourselves and others? May we remember of Whom we are made, to Whom we belong.

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And so we begin…

“At the beginning of each day,

after we open our eyes to receive

the light of that day,

As we listen to the voices and sounds

that surround us,

We must resolve to treat each hour

as the rarest of gifts…”

Always We Begin Again by John McQuiston II

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